A Somatic Unraveling

Observatory // Field Notes // cstreet

Field Notes

Written by hand after physical therapy sessions and in the raw margins of the morning freewrite. No recovery arc, only a quest narrative: a woman moving forward into a permanently altered body, mapping grief and the architecture of embodiment.

Every sentence is hand-written. No AI drafts the field notes.

01 / The dossier — the writing archive · 13 essays

Essay 13.0 · Nov 5, 2026

The Human Impacts of Whistleblowing

Our human layers are powered by stories.

Dated // Nov 5, 2026

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Essay 12.0 · Oct 11, 2026

Unapologetic Rage & Articulate Truths

Last week I decided to load up my Kindle on feminist books written by powerful women and a few prolific BIPOC artists.

Dated // Oct 11, 2026

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Essay 11.0 · Oct 8, 2026

Grief, Gratitude & Rage

Grief and Gratitude Maybe those two words are the lesson for everything right now.

Dated // Oct 8, 2026

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Essay 10.0 · Sep 29, 2026

Don't Internalize the Violence of the System

Here’s a dirty little game that colonizers have mastered – indoctrinating citizens to internalize the systemic violence baked into capitalism.

Dated // Sep 29, 2026

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Essay 9.0 · Aug 23, 2026

Dissolving an Identity Duality

“When you’re falling– dive.” J.

Dated // Aug 23, 2026

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Essay 8.0 · Aug 13, 2026

Cosplaying Cheer & the Costs of Bypassing

Being a patient is a wild and humbling experience.

Dated // Aug 13, 2026

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Essay 7.0 · Jul 30, 2026

Just a Lost Wednesday.

Yesterday was just a Wednesday.

Dated // Jul 30, 2026

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Essay 6.0 · Jul 20, 2026

The Language of the Broken

My current somatic journey is disrupting most aspects of my life at this moment.

Dated // Jul 20, 2026

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Essay 5.0 · Jul 3, 2026

Body as Altar. Neck as Oracle.

Here's an excerpt from my creative writing project (AI free zone), A Somatic Unraveling: Field Notes From the Cremation Grounds.

Dated // Jul 3, 2026

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Essay 4.0 · Jun 11, 2026

How Resilient Are Your Relationships?

When your health goes sideways, you learn about yourself, the life you’ve built and the altering of your future vision– fast.

Dated // Jun 11, 2026

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Essay 3.0 · May 10, 2026

The Care Layer

In emergent technology, we look at layers and protocols to understand just about everything.

Dated // May 10, 2026

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Essay 2.0 · Apr 29, 2026

The Thimble

One of the hardest things to admit is when you’re body is no longer functioning and your quality of life scrapes the bottom of a barrel you never agreed to crawl into the first pl…

Dated // Apr 29, 2026

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Essay 1.0 · Apr 20, 2026

Aging with Grace & ...AI?

Aging is humbling, and inevitable.

Dated // Apr 20, 2026

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